ON THE WEB IN A WEB

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dont say anything 
dont say anything 
dont say anything 
dont say anything 
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"hi..."
and then i lose about 1 hour ...damn its 4 hours?
no wait i lost an entire day...
a week?
a month?
i dont know how long ...wat else i have ignored...but i guess ive spent too much time on it and ignored a lot of other crucial stuf...
looking back now there are so  many other things i could have done better....
things i may have done in the first place...
things i regret not doing....
all coz i was busy catching up with friends ....which probably wouldnt have happened if i had been with them wen i studied in the first place...not blaming the circumstances...but now im on the web caught in a web i have woven over myself and i cant get myself out of...i mean have u ever seen a spider caught in its own web???
and then here i am trying to get out ..
but everytime i see sumone i know online (in a few cases i see them online even when they arent...) i cant help saying that one word...HI
why? oh why?
why cant i stop saying hi?
why do i regret it later with a sigh?
why do i fail each time i try?
why does it feel like if i dont talk i will die??
why?oh why?

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