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the portions for my 7 paper exam this sem are over 3 pages... thats the abbreviated portions.... and some of the teachers haven't even given their chapter list yet... and here i am ....IN my world im too scared to let go off... wait i havent bought my books...wait i dont know which books to buy... i dont even know wat to study... for a nerd ...this is a huge fall...i was a nerd... i was maybe...am i now? nope i think ive convinced everyone else to study and now  i... dont know ANYTHING...

dont say anything  dont say anything  dont say anything  dont say anything  ... ... . . . . "hi..." and then i lose about 1 hour ...damn its 4 hours? no wait i lost an entire day... a week? a month? i dont know how long ...wat else i have ignored...but i guess ive spent too much time on it and ignored a lot of other crucial stuf... looking back now there are so  many other things i could have done better.... things i may have done in the first place... things i regret not doing.... all coz i was busy catching up with friends ....which probably wouldnt have happened if i had been with them wen i studied in the first place...not blaming the circumstances...but now im on the web caught in a web i have woven over myself and i cant get myself out of...i mean have u ever seen a spider caught in its own web??? and then here i am trying to get out .. but everytime i see sumone i know online (in a few cases i see them online even when they arent...) i cant help saying th...

10 things I learnt from Facebook: 1.Pokes: Nobody will poke you a second time if you don't give a damn the first time...Ignore their poking and they will stop. 2.Friend requests: You  can't force anybody to be your friend.... You can ask them nicely if they will ...you can ask them twice...but if they dont want to you have to let go... Also no matter how much somebody tries to force you to be their friend you should learn to say no when necessary...Somebody knowing half the people you know isn't a qualification to be your friend... 3.Inbox: Inbox stuff you can not afford to tell the world... As much as you want to tell somebody something....the whole world doesn't need to know... 4. Likes and the lack of dislikes: Zucky gave us a like button but not a dislike button...the reason ... If you like something ....go out there and let people know that you like it.... But if you did not like something....you do not have to go around announcing it....Keep it to...

I'm always making a fresh beginning...always a fresh beginning.... It is like I made one ...and then here I am making one more new beginning... Maybe it is the fact that it is a vicious cycle....and I end up making the same mistakes over and over again... And hence have to make the same new beginnings over and over again... It isnt like I dont know before I make the mistake that I'm making it...I do... And then there I am again....regretting it and making a new start... It is almost like my ability to pick terrible friends... I make the same mistakes.. Pick the same type of friends... They make the same mistakes each time...same fights..and I always end up saying sorry even if Im not at fault.. So now here I am making a new beginnning ...about new beginnings... I HOPE...

I did say one person but I think I said one person to be your "friend" as well...now I have people asking me who the lucky one person is? Like I know...Like I care...and then it comes to am i in love which I am not ....and hence it is annoying if someone goes on and on and on with the delusion that I do....(Im surrounded by so many of em I have a feeling Im some kinda freak magnet...) No I (unlike most of my ever-in-love-ohh-my -gawd-twilight-is-so-awesome friends who uniformly haven't read any other book in that genre.....) am not waiting for any knight-in-shining-armour-who-is-a-blablabla-to turn up at my doorstep someday... And being the one person sensible enough to shove em knights away and wield my scalpel at em !!Im not even interested for heavens sake...just coz u gals are doesnt mean I am! :/ No I mean I can seriously forward every schmuck I know to you...I don't really care ...you can have em all!! Im single ..AND.happy about it.... I don't intend t...

All you need is one person... One person to make your day. One person to do something, To take all the bad away. One person who can remind you, Of everything you have been through. One person to tell you everything, There is nothing you can't do. You know its a all a lie, And everything won't be okay. But just to hear that it will, Is comforting,especially on a bad day. You need one person to tell you, You don't know you are the best. To tell you the contrary, of course, You always have the rest. It isn't like you need to find a dozen, Just one person you need to find. Why is it so difficult,then, To trace the friend you have in mind?

"hey whats up long time ...." and that is how it sets in... we may have never  even talked when we were in school... you probably never knew which section i belonged to even though we were in the same year... u probably never knew wat my name was though we studied in the same school for about 6 years.. but once you are out of school/college...atleast in my experience .... even those who made ur school life hell...seem to fall into the "people who made my school life worthwhile category..." random.......random people...who add u on fb/(orkut it was wen i passed out..)/a billion other sites i have accounts on coz sum1 sent me invited bt never bothered to ever login... u start talking to them randomly ...either they initiate it ...or u do... and them bam!whether they talked to u in skl or not... whether they made fun of u or not... whether u have even seen them or not... once the nostalgia sets in...abt the good old days...about the teachers and their mann...

ever wished life was a radio station??and u cud just tune people out?? i do ....sometimes its all just like the disturbance between stations... very rarely u can tune into sumthing thats audible... and rarely thats wat u want to listen to ... usually its something they are telling the world that u wud rather not know... and jus as rare as it is to get hold of sumthing on the radio that u like listening to ... its rare that you get to listen to sumthing u like... and its the lucky few hu get to listen to wat they want weneva they wanna... (most of us do spend time shuttling between stations ...trying to find the right thing to listen to...).. BUT THEN THERE IS THE NOISE!!! the people u dont want to listen to... the people who make no sense .,... who are jus the disturbance between people u do want to listen to ... to tune them out ...u need sum1 else to tune into... and i think im still searching ...

dont think about it!! dont think about it!! DO NOT THINK ABOUTTTTTTTT IT!! nah im still in pain...pain is pain....now im not talking of the emotional pain coz if u get me started on that one id probably never finish ... but as anonymous rants addressed at nobody in particular ...who will not ask me to shut up mainly (at some point i began wondering if my name really was shut up!!)..i get to say wat i wanna... getting back to which...i get told "dont have painkillers wen in pain ...jus ignore it.. " now if ignoring it were that effective i doubt pharma companies would even have any reason to exist...!! im in pain...its not like i LIKE PILLS AT ALL!! i hate em...they get stuck in my throat and simply dont wanna go anywhere near my stomach....i hate em...  bt wen in pain id rather have sumthing that makes me feel like the pain is on its way down... but no ...i get told ...dont take pills ... so i dont...and then i get asked "why didnt u jus pop a pill if u were fe...

No I cant sleep... im trying ...its not like im not...im tired ...i DID NOT HAVE ANY NAPS...AND IM NOT A BABY..TO HAVE MONITORED NAPS ANYWAY.. im not allowed to stay awake...hence im in bed trying hard to knock this stupid head of mine senseless .... but there is no way that sleep is gonna come anywhere near me it seems... everyone is snoring whichever way i turn....if i sit and study (aww cmon who even does that !!) i will have sum1 get up and temme...get back to bed!!lack of sleep will make ur eyes lose its shine(they probably dont even look into my eyes ..) sleep come to ME!!! okay so let me listen to some music maybe it will help... *voice from the side*  "why are u plugging ur ears?you will get infection if u do that!!! pray to go sleep..." try reasoning ..cant..so try praying ...not helping ...god isnt even talking back... im back to my radio station...mostly 107.1 rainbow..try to listen to sumthing and sleep...atleast the rj is talking to me...okay he/she isnt ...but i...

if you have read jerome k jerome you would know how much chaos packing can cause... if you come here...you would know who was the inspiration... its gonna b soo insane ..esp since the shopping isnt done ...the suitcase doesnt exist and ..... we are NOTORIOUS FOR REPACKING... every granny has the tendency to shuffle things within ur bag so more can fit...my g is diff... she will say keep it once and u dont get to move it... the one reason why we always feel like moving things around! :D  ohh im sooo looking forward to this...:)

for most people booking a ticket just involves...going on the site... pickin a flight...paying and getting the print.. however in some cases it involves..changing the plan...changin it again ...and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again......and again...

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