WORD SALAD

what is it about me..or is it happening to everyone? my weekends seem like a big deal....like a huge amount of time when they are approaching  and then poof ...they jus disappear... it happens every week....on friday its like i have two days...TWO DAYS TO GO.. and really happy with myself ...i sit and plot...i sit and plan... __ for saturday morning... __ for sat night ..etc etc and then the time that was there ....isnt there anymore...where did it go???.. and hence on monday morning ..or if im lucky on sunday night i ll do like a weeks worth of work in like 2 hours..and no....no time for  relief and all that...i have the next week waiting for me ....and gosh does it start with a bang...MONDAY MORNING!!  and you will wonder why im rambling about monday morning on a friday evening...well you would too if monday morning involved 3 of your most hated subjects in a row...ok i admit i like psychiatry a lil bit (arent we all a little mad anyway...)and i have ...

so i sit here after somebody says sumthing and wonder what they are probably thinking on the other side... and turns out i come up with more possibilities than the other person can handle... (which also explains why im usually right if im guessing something....i go thro the entire list..!!!)  but you have to understand....if u dont tell me real fast what you are thinking ...its scary sitting  here looking at one sentence and wondering what you could probably be thinking... and hence the akshaya pathram of thoughts.... but i guess the akshaya pathram would stop producing food once everyone ate and the pot was cleaned...my thoughts dont stop.... which is also why i dont manage to get any sleep...the stupid brain of mine wont stop working ... it has to wonder about a million different things at once... it has to analyse every sound in the middle of the night... and i cant help it .. so if you see me typing away while you think how you should respond... 1.rep...